Here we Go

So I stummbled upon this by Evenstar Art

"Join me in taking one small step to realize a dream. Join me in extending one small effort in the direction of a more positive, fulfilling life. Stop looking at the enormity of what you have dreamed up for yourself and do one thing to invoke your vision. Do one thing to nab the attention of the Universe and let It know you are serious about manifesting this dream. Resist the temptation to sabotage yourself by focusing on three needful steps. Focus on one.
Prepare yourself.
Take the step."

Here is is my first step. After much processing tonight I have decided Yes today I can at least write and let the universe know I am searching for more. More depth. More truth. Both honest hard truth, and graceful blessings of kind truth. I will no longer let my words of thought run void in the darkness of my fear. I have known I would like to write my thoughts for so long . But O how easy to walk away and turn out the light of those moments because of time vaporizers.

So sister Evenstar Art that knows nothing of me and my personal quest for depth and truth this is my first focused step. Writing an actual blog instead of reading everyone else's rambled soul search. I put myself out there in that spaceous world of internet blogs.

Do I feel confident in my writing and open to others stumbling across my wandering mind,
well no not even close. But if I can post my birth slide shows on YouTube in the hopes others might be inspired to birth at home I imagine my private thoughts can't be much worse then my naked birthing body.

I am open for inspiration. I am open to answer those questions you dare ask. The questions that bring me depth and peace when I realize the exististance of the uncovered thoughts that lay somewhere in the depths of my heart. Or maybe you will stumble my mind wandering into a dimention I have never even considered. Be what be I am focusing my heart and mind to growth. Here's to taking that big plunge!